ambivalent, ponder, stance, perishable, accentuate, fiasco, ramification,gory


I am ambivalent to continue study physics. I pondered what branch should I have to go study. In my stance, the study of complex system based on physics is not a great decision because the sociologist do not admit physical methodology and even do not understand its power. Thus the methodology of complex system can be perishable in the field of sociology. But I want accentuate that the methodology of complex system is one of the best way to analyze society such as analyzing gory accident in movement. But who knows that I would not be successful in physcis and be in fiasco. The ramification of my choice to my whole life will be very siginificant.
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ensconced, generous, transaction, descendant, accentuate, roam, fad, batch, flurry, charity

I am ensconced in Tokyo. My neighbors are generous. But one of my neighbor is salesman, he is always doing transaction with other neighbor. He accentuate in his house gate that he is the best salesman in his company. Sometimes I buy some goods from him as if give charity to him. Oneday he made me sit on floor and explained about his ancestors. He said that he is a descendant of great man in Japanese history. I said "Yes, yes, ausome". And another day I was roaming the town street and met him. He carried one batch of his goods and started to talk about the merits of those goods again. I could not take anymore. I explained fastly about the bothering of him. I was so flushed and told too fast. After that flurry of my argument, he never talk about his goods again.

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2010년 8월 4일

일기 2010. 8. 4. 00:23
수없이 다짐을 해도 변하지 않는 것은 머리.
결국 내 머리의 한계에 부딪치면 그동안의 다짐이고 뭐고 원래대로 돌아가버린다.
해결책은 있는가.
없다.
그럼 어떻게 하는가.
답이 없다.
유전적 머리는 좋아지지 않고 다만 경험으로 가능한 해결책을 빨리 찾는 것은 가능하다.
그러나 그것은 한계를 뛰어넘는 것이 아니라, 한계 안에서 답을 빨리 찾아내는 것이다.
포기하고 아직 한계에 다다르지 않는 일에 도전하는 것도 한 방법이다.
그러나 어떤 것이든 미친듯이 열심히 하면 항상 평균 이상은 할 수 있다.
죽도록 해서 평균 이상을 차지하는 것도 한 방법이다.
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